My muscle weirdness is back

I’m having a hard time typing again. It went away yesterday.

I find this incredibly frustrating as my creative and productive expression relies on my being able to type.

Both my hands feel like they are losing all coordination. So I’ll respond to comments as I’m able. Frankly I’m stubborn as hell so I just keep correcting the mistakes I’m making as my fingers disobey my commands.

But it’s pretty clear I’m going to need to check out longer than my usual meditation sessions today.

6 thoughts on “My muscle weirdness is back”

giannakali says:

January 17, 2009 at 12:36 am

Bonnie,
that’s very touching…thank you…
I try to do that as often as possible for myself too!

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Bonnie says:

January 16, 2009 at 10:57 pm

As I look at your picture and the light in your face, I use that imagine to hold all of you, especially your hands in love and light. What if ………. this is the last of the Klonopin clearing from your mind and body. I will keep that image also in my heart and mind. I see you as healing, healing, healed. You are a beautiful spirit.
Peace
Bonnie

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giannakali says:

January 16, 2009 at 5:14 pm

I’m not ready to give up using my hands just yet…that would be another sign of defeat…

I can struggle through it most of the time if I’m well enough to be in front of the computer at all and sometimes (like now) there is no problem…

hopefully it will simply pass.

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duanesherry says:

January 15, 2009 at 5:53 pm

Gianna,

I know this doesn’t help with the coordination, but wanted to pass on an idea….

Could you use a voice dictation system?

I purchased Dragon Naturally Speaking several years ago…It worked okay (had some problems), but I think they may have gotten better….

Anyway, here’s the link –

http://www.nuance.com/naturallyspeaking/

Hope the fallout from the drugs/withdrawal leave you alone as you get the last remaining out of your body for good….

In the meantime, maybe this would help you to “type”.

Duane

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giannakali says:

January 15, 2009 at 5:51 pm

holding Kali now…did lose all functioning for a couple of hours…this is crazy…

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susan says:

January 15, 2009 at 4:47 pm

I understand and commiserate.

Can you hold Kali and Jezebel

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