Update 2026: from the early trenches in coming off the psych drugs~~ 2008, I'm sick, in so many ways it's not even funny. This is going to be a rant. Because I'm really sick of being sick. I have loads and loads of faith that I will get better in time, I really do, but in the meantime I have lots of days and moments like today. I'm weak, tired, sick to my stomach, can't get off the couch, am noise and light sensitive to the point that listening to a voice irritates me---yeah that means I can't stand being on the phone or watching a movie. AND I'M BORED because I can do virtually nothing. I meditate a lot.