Site traffic and How This Site Is Used in Education

NEW POST ~~ Some interesting facts about how my site seems to continue to be used: I update posts kind of randomly because I need to do busy work occasionally and it fits the bill. There are over 5000 posts that date back to 2007. It's an interesting exercise for me. Those posts get republished and sent out to my email list which is about 6,000 people. So there are those readers. Because I don't actively do much on social media, I don't seem to get a whole lot of attention on social media. That works out for me pretty well since I simply don't have that sort of availability anymore and it's still there for people who want to see it and it does seem like people do peruse it now and then. What's interesting is when I look at the stats. I get a lot of traffic from Asian countries. This is relatively new and I'm not sure how to understand it, but it's significant. The other thing that's interesting is that the site continues to be taught at universities. I don't know how it is used at universities because all I can see are the links to the pages of the universities where syllabuses are kept. They don't actually let me see what the coursework is... So there are some universities that have been repeatedly utilizing my site for many years. What is great is that new universities still show up. For example, Chicago State University showed up yesterday. I would love to know who's teaching and what they are saying about it. The first University that ever taught my work was Florida State, Miami and it was a dear friend of mine who was the professor so I knew what she was up to and she invited me to speak to the class. I would love to do that more, so if anyone actually knows who's doing this let them know I'm available!

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Creative medical care: a short story

A couple years ago I had an urgent medical need and I went to an urgent care. Actually I'd been bit by a tick in my backyard and I have Lyme disease. Although I don't even think I got Lyme disease from a tick but that's a whole other story. Still it alarmed me and it was attached to me in my groin area. I needed someone to remove it and Paul was in the UK. So I went to an urgent care and I was nervous because I also wanted very hard-hitting antibiotics because I do have the pathogens associated with Lyme disease and I wanted to make sure to kick out whatever this particular tick was carrying. I was nervous because in Arkansas there are virtually no doctors that treat Lyme disease and there is a statewide denial that Lyme disease exists at all.

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Multiple Systemic Infections: a system wide denial of implications

I've been navigating this world of multiple systemic infections for many years now. The pharmaceutical drug injuries which caused Tardive Dyskinesia has made it a potentially deadly undertaking. Doctors, even ones who can hear me, don't want to take me on. Liability and capitalism rules all in their worlds and people like me are left to fend for ourselves. I have watched many people I love succumb to the medical system. It's been excruciatingly painful. So many dead friends. It started in high school for me!

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Chronic illness: a kaleidoscopic view

have learned that there is much you can say about chronic illness in general. I have spent almost a full 2 decades studying all manner of chronic conditions. My condition led me to do this as I have rotating symptoms that fit a multitude of diagnosis. Because of that I gave up on diagnosis a long time ago and started noticing that from where I stood all chronic illness has undeniable similarities with a lot of crossover symptoms from one condition to another. Every human being is unique and no two illnesses are the same even when a diagnosis is the same.

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How to use the site

This is how to use the site Many people still ask me for my “protocols.” The message I communicate for healing is that we are all different and our paths are also, therefore, going to be endlessly diverse. I share my experience, not so that it may be copied, but so that the reader can get a sense of process.

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This is how we get locked up and force drugged for no good reason

If you've never seen the cops (or mental illness professionals) out of control for no good reason whatsoever you should watch this. This is how we get locked up and force drugged for no good reason. (video on site)

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APA’s description of a psychiatrist

"A psychiatrist is a medical physician who specializes in the diagnosis, treatment, and prevention of mental illnesses, including substance abuse and addiction. Psychiatrists are uniquely qualified to assess both the mental and physical aspects of psychological disturbance. Their medical education has given them a full working knowledge of the many causes for a patient’s feelings and symptoms. Armed with this understanding, psychiatrists can make a complete, accurate diagnosis and then recommend or provide treatment." That paragraph struck me as blatantly delusional. I've not met a psychiatrist who knows or practices anything akin to preventive psychiatry. It's rather laughable to suggest that anything they are trained to do today being that it's all pharmacological has anything to do with prevention. Funny except it's tragically wrong.

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If you feel lost and alone

I posted a link to the prayer of radical forgiveness by Rachel Snyder awhile ago. I got permission to post a whole poem (If you feel lost and alone) for today. I also just read yet another awesome piece called Enough! Do go read that too. Rachel Snyder is a writer, author, poet, speaker, performer, and... Continue Reading →

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The psychiatrist who traumatized me most

The psychiatrist who traumatized me most rises from my past smack dab into my present! This was written when I was using a pseudonym (Gianna Kali) which I no longer use. 2026: Social media brought interesting worlds crashing together in the early days. I preferred it then really. Now it's all algorithm controlled and it's... Continue Reading →

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Forced Psych “Treatment” I endured as a young person

Update 2026: This post dates back to the first year of this site 2007. It's incredible to think how many people are now doing this. We were the first to do it in such a public way and with each other. The comment section is rich and deep as well. All of us grateful for one another that we might not feel alone. As a piece of history this is one of the posts I really appreciate.

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Withdrawal anniversary: 16 years

The last time I did an anniversary post was 8 years ago. It's my birthday too. I was born on this day. So it's been my anniversary and my birthday for 16 years. I'm drug injured and seriously so. I've never regretted coming off psych drugs.

Freeze trauma response

It seems that a lot of peoples most common trauma response is *freeze*. Americans feel helpless. Learned helplessness might also be considered a trauma freeze response. The first action one must take is to become aware of the potential for freezing. Once you recognize it you can start listening to the freeze and responding to your own body and how it wants/needs to unfreeze. It's critical that we all learn to unfreeze now. Look/feel within and follow your heart. Your heart knows the way out of freeze. Your journey out of freeze will be your own. Trust/feel your body and respond. Get creative. It's within us all. The body is the only way back to humanity.

Steven Morgan: friend, colleague and super human being

Stephen Morgan has died. Here is the Facebook Announcement from Intentional Peer Support He was a rare individual, loved by everyone who knew him. A beautiful light gone from this plane too soon I've never forgotten the first time I met him. He came to my home in Asheville at the beginning of all the beautiful connections made among those in the mad movement online. He was 26. He literally shone like a light. His face is etched in my memory when I opened the door and saw him for the first time and he felt like my brother. He shared eight articles that he wrote here on Beyond Meds. In his memory I ask that if you've not read them before, please do. And if you have read them, you might just find that they're wonderful a second time around. I felt honored at the time that he would want me to share his work. And now I'm so glad that I have this small body of his beauty kept here in the archives. the collection is below:

Recover loudly

that's right. I also wouldn't be alive if I hadn't been the voice of Beyond Meds...an early, now prototype, of all the relentless chatter out there. It's weird because it brought so much chaos as well. And I've had many tell me the words I shared altered their lives for the better. My entire life is paradoxical and I also know without my incessant need to **speak it** I would not be alive.

Engaging desire

There’s nothing wrong with desire. It is however a form of seeking. In acceptance of the eternal now there’s only what is happening. *** When in flow nothing need be pursued. *** Honest and clear desire pursued is not just about self gratification but more importantly the fulfillment of physiological need. We are a well... Continue Reading →

Criminalizing Resistance

By Vanessa Krasinski (short video included) Did you know that wanting freedom used to be classified as a mental disorder? In 1851, Samuel Cartwright, US physician and slave owner, coined the term Drapetomania, a so-called mental disorder known as ‘runaway slave syndrome.’ It wasn’t a mental illness. This diagnosis was a tool to codify in criminalized resistance. While Drapetomania is no longer a medical diagnosis, the underlying pattern hasn’t changed. The pattern: control through language — erase context, deny legitimacy, protect the oppressor. Yesterday it was “disease”, today it’s “domestic terrorism.”  Today, those who dissent risk being pathologist and criminalized by those in power.  But they’ve always tried to rename resistance. Don’t let them define your terms. Resistance — actions big and small — are a courageous path toward freedom.  Keep going.

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