Ego anonymous: a practice

ego anonymous

Ego anonymous: a practice -- I think of my "path" in many different ways. This is something I rewrote to work for me. The 12 step program didn't work out for me, but not because of the actual 12 steps which I found deeply inspiring. Unfortunately the people couldn't deal with what I was up against. Just like most of society. In the world of 12 steps as a young woman I was "the constituionally incapable." You know the people that even those in the 12 steps label as hopeless. Ha!

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Wonder woman

wonder woman

We are living, walking, talking miracles. Every one of us. Even though I have been insanely and gravely ill for far too many years, the wisdom of my body continually blows me away. What happened to this body was egregious. It is simply doing what it must to survive and heal In a world that left it for dead. I cooperate in awe. My body is wonder woman. So is yours.

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Biofilm and such. Chronic illness 101

Biofilm and such. Chronic illness 101. -- Everything I take that helps heal the lyme and multiple systemic infections also causes radical reactions as the biofilm that slowly disintigrates...

Biofilms are there to protect the body as much as anything...encapsulated bad stuff acumulated throughout a lifetime. Environmental toxins and pharmaceuticals are used by the micro-organisms to hang together. The resulting stuff becomes more and more difficult to treat.

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letting my readers know what is going on

the question in large graphics What is going on?

(NEW PAGE/POST Meditation, not all bliss and roses) ... letting my readers know what is going on Hello, this is a brief note to my readers to explain the emails you've been getting. Last year I did a fundraiser so that I could update the site and get better SEO standing on search engines. Many of you helped that happen with donations. Doing the updating actually requires a lot of work and as I update old posts I republish them and you get an email! So that is why a lot of old posts are coming to you. I'm workin on choosing posts that remain timely and useful. I wrote this post to share a page that I just updated because pages don't have an email option. That post is: Meditation, not all bliss and roses it includes a collection of many posts on meditation and mindfulness etc. and some of the issues with such practices that are rarely discussed elsewhere. thanks for reading and please be in touch sometime. I don't really know who you all are anymore. Social media has changed a lot. Oh...there is a facebook page too if you're interested.

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Battle of the disabilities

battle of the disabilities

Battle of the disabilities: I hardly ever get out of the house. I have tics and strange movements and I often have a raging swollen face and mouth due to the infection and tardive dyskinesia that causes the tics and movements and general disability. I look bad, I move funny and I make weird noises. Very occasionally it's all quiet enough that I venture out among the cruel humans, those members of our species, that make people whom they perceive as odd feel really bad for existing.

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** genetic geniuses everyone of us**

** genetic geniuses everyone of us**

The body electric… genetic geniuses every one of us …we need only pay attention…“There is a wealth of information built into us … tucked away in the genetic material in every one of our cells … without some means of access, there is no way even to begin to guess at the extent and quality of what is there.” – Alexander Shulgin “If the door of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to a man as it is, infinite.” – William Blake

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Joey Marino, actor dies: Tardive Dyskinesia

Joey Marino dies, tardive dyskinesia

Joey Marino died recently. I have tardive dyskinesia too. People do not understand how serious it is. Life is nightmarish and we plug along doing the best we can. No one wants to know ugly so we try to dwell on other things when we are with people....because everyone disappears around serious illness. Especially when it's not legitimized in ways like cancer or some other diseases are.

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About the times I’ve almost died

about the times I've almost died - beyondmeds.com everything matters

The below video about the times I've almost died was recorded four years ago today. This sort of thing is still happening though I get better and better at moving the crud of detox (micro-organisms, metals and nanoparticals from pharma) out of my brain. I've learned a lot more about what is actually happening in the last year. The tardive dyskinesia and systemic microbiome issues are becoming clear to me.

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Somatic living is life itself speaking to us

Somatic imperative, yoga, your issues are in your tissues

Somatic living is life itself speaking to us Dissociation is more frequently an issue then recognized. Projection (something pretty much everyone does) is a form of dissociation. Disembodiment is the norm. People avoid embodiment because the process can be physically painful… sometimes so acute it’s permanently avoided

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Dina Tyler: Psych survivor at Psychiatric Grand Rounds, SF

Dina Tyler. Psych survivor at Psychiatric Grand Round, SF

I remember the first time I watched Dina Tyler on stage in 2014 on a youtube video and fell in love! Here she presents her psych survivor story and the story of so many of us with open vulnerability in front of a room filled with psychiatrists. I am in awe.

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