Biofilm and such. Chronic illness 101 — I have multiple systemic infections that include Lyme disease and its coinfections and tardive dyskinesia. These were created and/or made far worse by the psychiatric pharmaceuticals I was forced to take for years. Everything I now use to treat the injuries and infection helps heal and also creates radical reactions (sometimes referred to as hypersensitivity) as the biofilm I am attacking slowly disintegrates. In my experience, tardive dyskinesia is a response to a highly complex multi-layered and kaleidoscopic biofilm. The movements help move the biofilm around, keeping the brain and organs safe for as long as possible in a highly toxic environment. It dances and moves in order to protect the body and itself, both…and thus the paradox of the illness is created.
The die off created by the foods and substances that heal must be tolerated at this point.
I feel better once it’s over. I feel everything I ingest. I’m in a loop where I’m damned if I do damned if I don’t…but ultimately, in surrender I do what I must and that is always, eventually taking or eating a substance that helps with the breakdown. There is a lot of degridation of the collagen in each die off and so then, rebuilding must be done over and over and over again. Slowly it’s clear the blood/brain barrier gains integrity. At one time I was nonverbal and bedridden for five years. It’s been far too long to be this gravely disabled but as I get to know the monster that lives within me I understand that this was the only way out given the resources I have and the sad state of western medicine.
Little is understood or known about what happens to the body after decades on high doses of pharmaceuticals because most people never try to get better…or really cannot as the risk of breaking biofilms becomes too high.
I had no choice. It was already to late to make a choice and frankly no one in the western medical establishment understands this. It’s taken me years of mindful attendance to be able to feel and understand all this within my own body. I know it’s different for everyone in that every biofilm structure is unique to the human being.
Biofilms are there to protect the body as much as anything…encapsulated bad stuff acumulated throughout a lifetime.
Environmental toxins and pharmaceuticals are used by the micro-organisms to hang together. The resulting stuff becomes more and more difficult to treat.
It seems that for many after a certain point it’s best left alone. If one is bedridden as I was the additional impact of not moving is a grave insult to the body. Again, no one understands this in the medical communities. This includes alternative medicine.
We know in our bodies what makes sense given out unique situation and so I always encourage people to listen to their own sense of knowing what to do for their wellbeing. We are in a no mans land if we’ve gone beyond what modern medicine understands. There are more and more of us. For me the pandoras box could not be closed and this is true in the case of extreme chronic illnesses in general, it seems.
I live on the microbiome level of the world. Always aware of the micro-organisms that are really the substrate of what all life is made of. It remains a strange view of the world.
I am healing and it’s a multiple decades long heinous process because of how psychiatric pharmaceuticals injured the body.
More on:
biofilm
tardive dyskinesia
microbiome
The gut microbiota and ancestry (depressive symptoms)
hypersensitivity
Chronic Illness
detox
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