About the times I’ve almost died

The below video about the times I’ve almost died was recorded four years ago today.

This sort of thing is still happening though I get better and better at moving the crud of detox (micro-organisms, metals and nanoparticals from pharma) out of my brain.

I’ve learned a lot more about what is actually happening in the last year. The tardive dyskinesia and systemic microbiome issues are becoming clear to me.

(I have mentioned many times now about my having Lyme disease but that is frankly a political creation. Lyme is a catch all term for multiple systemic infections or the microbiome out of control. Diagnosis is messed up throughout all of medicine, not just psychiatry. Most chronic illness, if not all is microbiome based. We are microbiome. It really cannot be any other way!

Because of the brain damage from the drugs and the sheer volume of stuff involved in the biofilms that formed during the decades of pharma use this is a process that is also taking decades. Most people with histories similar to mine are dead or brain dead and permanently destroyed from long term psych pharma use with extreme chronic illnesses and no hope to get better. The people I helped get better during the years of work with beyond meds did not have the extreme history I had. Many just do not understand why I am still sick.

I have never given up and I continue to heal.

trauma is held in the microbiome. the more out of control it gets the harder it is to heal. there are endless ways of healing it and people don’t always need to know what is going on on the cellular level.

I’ve only begun to (not very effectively) speak to this in my writing as it’s hard to find the language to express in ways that allow most people to hear. This is stuff most people seem to not want to hear. And so I continue to listen to my body and learn. I still want to share so much more and perhaps the time is coming.

(this is also on youtube: ) I took down most of the videos from years ago, but there are a couple still there as well.

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