the surrendered path

when I’m in guidance there is no thought whatsoever. I watch and learn. My body is a channel of the divine. This is the nature of the surrendered path I live.

the above is true, while I am also in a hell realm most of the time. So it’s hard to explain to people. I learn all about humanity, however from here. We really cannot know ourselves without a deep dive into shadow. I, for whatever reason, was called to the fringes of the human experience…all with the afflicted body being mirror for the human condition and that which is happening on the planet right now.

I hope, every day, that I might make it to the other side so that I can speak what I’ve come to know. Right now I’m mostly called to silence. So completely, in fact that I’m mostly nonverbal the last several months. yeah. seriously. Nonverbal. I can write, but speaking comes at such a high cost it’s mostly not possible lately.

such is my very weird life.

thing is everyone is having a weird life these days. we are all disconnected from community and culture in this United States of America. That means that we are disconnected from everything that has made us human since the beginning of time.

So we are really starting from scratch here. There are those who want to go back…and that’s just not possible, even while we need to address that which has happened, for sure.

It’s those who don’t understand the mess we’re in who are truly messed up.

Everyday I seek to do less harm in the world and impose myself as little as possible on other humans while seeking ways to be of service. I fail everyday on every front even while making headway.

In a world where our value is determined by our level of “influence” on social media, it’s not a very popular position.

More:

• The Illusion of Control: Embracing Humility and Surrender
• Lots more posts on the nature of surrender here.
• We have internal guidance: trust yourself

• Somatic imperative: collection
• healing is about letting the wisdom of the body re-emerge (and other reflections)

We have internal guidance

• The Still Small Voice is Speaking. Are we sane enough to listen?
• To see a professional or not
• The guru is within…
• You are your own teacher, guru, healer

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