My birthday and my seven-year anniversary off of psych drugs was February 9th. I usually do a video and post that day, but I was actually in bed most of the day and didn't feel well at all...hence the video and post today... At this point I can feel growth in the shittiness too (most of... Continue Reading →
Relationships heal. Spirit Reins – where traumatized kids meet horses.
There are as many ways to heal as there are human beings. Spirit Reins works with children and families who have experienced trauma to make sure they have the tools and resources they need to reach their full potential and contribute to their community. - This is a beautiful and touching short film. Included is also more links to information on trauma and how it pertains to that which gets labeled mental illness.
Fight or flight? Try FIGHTING. Kickboxing scratches that itch.
Woke up to energy that was needing expression. Fighting. I turned on youtube and searched kickboxing. OMG where have you been all my life? Anyone with stifled fight or flight energy (from PTSD) would likely benefit from this at some point. I've been stuck in passive attention. That is over. What a most delicious RUSH.... Continue Reading →
no one source of truth or light (multiple musings)
I get information and data about the living whole in every moment of my mindful existence. Sometimes I utilize systems, ideologies, religions, metaphor and/or myth, poetry, art of all kinds and science too. All manner of creativity and human productivity are expressions of the collective whole and thus a source of information and greater connection.... Continue Reading →
Jane Fonda on transformative healing. Tell it to us, sister!
This, too, is another way to talk about some of what I've been experiencing with my transformative healing from the iatrogenic brain injury. Jane Fonda speaks of it in terms of a maturation process...a developmental stage, which I think is totally appropriate. That said, I have encountered hundreds of young folks through my work and social media who are also coming into this sort of rapid maturation of the spirit. We are waking up all over the world!
Allow. We need only to allow.
The one, perhaps most foundational, thing I did was practice feeling what I was feeling. Since that was overwhelming and insane amounts of pain that meant 30 seconds at a time at first and slowly slowly practicing BEING WITH WHAT IS...what is was a ton of pain and agony...what is was a ton of fear keeping me from feeling the agony. The practice was to ALLOW. We need only to allow. This is it. This is reality. Allow it.
Friends in presence
This is a lovely little video project I was lucky enough to participate in. My friend Jen Peer Rich made it.
The aftermath: polypharmacology — protracted psychiatric drug withdrawal syndrome
This was first published on David Healy's site, RxIsk: Making Medicine's Safer for All of Us, about 4 years ago. I've never published it on this site and thought I'd do so now so that it will be part of the archives here as well. It's a memoir of sorts up to that point 4 years ago.
Breathing technique for quick relaxation/sleep
Below is a very simple but elegant breathing exercise shared by Dr. Weil. -- Also some additional links on sleeping and insomnia and how to reframe possible problems in that domain.
The bad news is you’re falling through the air, nothing to hang on to, no parachute. The good news is there’s no ground
So being that this is the case, I practice surrender, acceptance and letting go. Because like it or not we are not in charge. This is perhaps my most important practice ...
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