Dedicated to me from me

My internet connection died. I was pirating an unsecured wireless connection until the cable company comes on Tues—they were backlogged so it was nice that I had that option. It disappeared completely last night and has not returned. It’s rather strange, it was a strong connection and poof it’s gone. I’m at a cafe right now but don’t expect to come often. See you Tuesday. Maybe I’ll be inspired to trek to the Cafe before then, but I’m not feeling so hot.

This song is how I feel about myself. I want to die to my old self and wake up new and transformed. And I will do anything to get there. Perhaps a bit dramatic, but it feels this way. My therapist give me hope that there is purpose to what I am now going through, so perhaps I will get to the other side….transformed.

No there is no picture to the video. All the pictures in the videos that were available were about lovers and that is not what spoke to me about the song. So here is just the song.

I would die for you
I would die for you
I’ve been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you’re mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You’re just like me

Violate all The love that I’m missing
Throw away all the pain that I’m living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I’d do time for you
I would wait for you
I’d make room for you
I’d sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
‘Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you