I was so horribly sick. Sometimes I think about it and just the thought of those times is traumatizing. It's still often very difficult too which keeps it fresh. I've come so far but when I think about what it was like it's just horrifying. Horrifying, still, because it remains incredibly alienating...And horrifying because I know that so many others are being made ill like I was made ill...yes MADE ill by psychiatric drugs and treatment...and the fact remains that most people don't want to even know that it's possible to get so sick. it's too frightening to face. ...