tardive dyskinesia/lyme face: my best looks over the last four years

tardive dyskinesia/lyme face: my best looks over the last four years ~~ These selfies show how I’ve looked for most of the last four years. The condition is severe for about 6 months of the year and then fluctuates for the rest of the year.

Pharmaceutical damage and systemic infection

It turns out dyskinesia is a recognized symptom of Bartonella, a Lyme disease co-infection.

TD (tardive dyskinesia) is intimately part of how I experience the (sytemic infections) including the Lyme and Bartonella infections. I’ve written a lot about both systemic infections and tardive dyskinesia. The movements are all about moving out the visible infection which runs deep on a systemic level. My lips are constantly moving with the infection. I jerk around too but that seems to have diminished because of my ecstatic dance practice, yoga and the detox involved in eliminating infection.

Tardive dyskinesia is first and foremost, a pharmaceutical brain injury.

it’s a pharma injury because it allows infection deep into the brain causing much more serious neuro-lyme. This is not accepted fact in the medical community but it’s clear as my experience in my body.

Tardive Dyskinesia is brain damage.

It is a medically induced (iatrogenic) INJURY caused by 500 different drugs often used in psychiatry, gastroenterology and Parkinsons. People are rarely told of the risk. It’s often referred to as a side effect of the drugs. This is offensive…as what it’s really doing is allowing infection deep into the brain. Western medicine doesn’t want to acknowledge their crimes.

so:

It turns out dyskinesia is also a recognized symptom of Bartonella, a Lyme disease co-infection. (the word “tardive” just means delayed — like, after taking neurotoxic drugs for a while. I’ve tested positive for several infections associated with Lyme.

It has become clear that psychiatric drugs actively pushed the infection further into the body while inhibiting the body’s detoxification system by damaging metabolic and autonomic nervous system functions.

Tardive Dyskinesia thus, is the expression of a severe and suppressed infection in my experience.

It’s likely this to be the case universally, not just for me. I am gathering studies to amass sufficient evidence to compel the medical community to start dealing with reality.

TD is considered a “movement disorder” in psychiatry and neurology — which means absolutely nothing!!

The movements that are more commonly recognized in psychiatry etc, is actually the body attempting to shake the infection out. Sort of like forced excercise. I haven’t felt compelled to share video. They are disfiguring and ugly and I don’t watch myself make them, so I don’t really want to videotape them either. Suffice it to say they’re horrifying and ugly. I’ve worked a lot with yoga and dance and most of my movements are at night now. When they’re active during the day I do not go out.

I hide and few people have seen them at this point. Every night, even now, they keep me awake for several hours.

In my extensive research, which includes 1000s of hours of somatic meditation, I have found via somatic knowledge that TD is a brain infection caused by psychiatric medications and other pharmaceuticals breaking the blood-brain barrier, allowing harmful microorganisms to enter.

The gallery: tardive dyskinesia/lyme face: my best looks over the last four years ~~

This is what I feel and sense and have come to know during somatic meditations. After years of contemplation a theory has come together:

TD is a complex matrix of multiple biofilms that winds itself into the brain and contains multiple pathogens. Viral, fungal, bacterial in general and it’s also loaded with the Lyme disease spirochete. I recognize the various parts and treat the spiraling monster accordingly. I need to meet it each day in a brand new way as it’s constantly moving about. My body helps me with information that allows me to slowly dismantle, kill, detoxify, and most importantly rebuild.

The rebuilding is often torn down because there is so much to dismantle. It’s rebuild, tear down, detox and rebuild again. Over and over again. I do feel improvements. It is simply a very long, tedious, painful and often dangerous process.

The pharmaceutical drugs I took suppressed my detox system for decades, causing severe damage to the blood-brain barrier.

They also caused the biofilm to harden and layer making it very hard to break up by any means. The process of eliminating it requires rehydrating the biofilm mass and gradually detoxifying the body through various methods such as consuming cleansing foods, herbs, and engaging in physical activity. For me that is mostly yoga, walking and when I’ve been able, ecstatic dance.

Pharmaceuticals played a part for a couple of years. They helped but they are no longer tolerated. They weren’t tolerated for the first 15 years I was dealing with detox either. Buhner herbal protocols and a profound relationship with plant spirit medicine guide me.

Due to over 20 years of suppression by psychiatric toxic pharmaceuticals, the layers of toxins continue to emerge slowly as it’s essentially brought back to life. The thing is, left there it disables. It’s a damned if you do, damned if you don’t situation.

It remains a highly resisitant infection to all antibiotics, foods, herbs etc…it’s an ingenious formation not meant to ever leave…it’s a colonization that is absolute and in every single cell of the body

I can follow its’ channels throughout my entire body.

It’s most dense on the right side and there are large colonies/pockets etc in the colon, the solar plexus area, the entire chest and then thoughout my mouth and brain. All extremities are effected as well with more diffuse colonization.

More info: MDs, systemic infections and such (Lyme and Tardive Dyskinesia) – All Signal

Tardive Dyskinesia: Unveiling the Complex Connection with Biofilm

I talk about this with Will Hall on Madness Radio too: Lyme And Dyskinesia | Monica Cassani | Madness Radio

Tardive dyskinesia collection

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