For the whole collected story go here. Keener is now a long-time blogging "friend." We actually "met" way back when I first started blogging over two years ago now. Her and her friend's blog was/is predominantly about gardening but Keener had this side story that she worked on over time with multiple posts. I've been... Continue Reading →
Dear family and friends
I wrote this to my family and friends yesterday, many of whom know very little about what is going on with me. Dear family and friends, Some of you know some of this and some of you don't. I have reached a point in my detox where I cannot go on without professional care. I've... Continue Reading →
Just for fun: working in a horizontal position with a laptop in my lap
This is usually the way I look while I work, except since it's still cold most of the time I have a blanket and I'm often quite disheveled as I don't have the energy or physical strength to shower daily. This would be a sweet set-up given my situation, no? This is, indeed, how I... Continue Reading →
Beiderman promised J&J positive trial results BEFORE the trials were done!!
Biederman is one of the slime-bag psychiatrists who Senator Grassley has busted for conflicts of interest with pharmaceutical companies while doing research at a university. In this case Harvard. Biederman is also almost single-handedly responsible for the massive drugging of so-called bipolar children. He has been the leading KEY NOTE LEADER (a pharma creation and... Continue Reading →
Testify to the FDA about your Seroquel experience
This is very important. If you have a compelling story or even just an adverse reaction of any kind at least send a letter. We want to stop AstraZeneca from drugging what could amount to hundreds of thousands of more people. Here are directions on what to do.
I don’t want to put on a brave face
Sometimes I don't want to put on a brave face: (2025 update: this is an early piece that I've not read in years. It's still resonant! What can I say. Some things never change. One of those things is BEING HUMAN. In general I have a deep and abiding faith that I will get better. Sometimes, however, I'm so damn sick I just want to die. NOW. This is not about being suicidal. I'm simply not suicidal. It's about wanting the suffering to end. I probably have to repeat for the sake of clarity again, that this is not a psychiatric issue. I am profoundly physically disabled and the withdrawals make me profoundly ill at times. It goes up and down so I'm not always equally ill.
Suicidal tendencies
I've got so much chaotic agonizing pain in my body today I don't know how I can or will articulate it, but I'm going to try. Besides the usual physical discomforts I've become accustomed to living with I was harpooned yesterday with an emotional whammy. Being that I'm so physically delicate the enormity of this... Continue Reading →
An Interview with Joanna Moncrieff: The Myth of the Chemical Cure
This is a relatively old interview that I never posted because when it first popped up on my radar I had recently done another post featuring Joanna Moncrieff and her book. I also try to keep my news items relatively fresh. She's actually been mentioned many times on this blog. Most recently in another book... Continue Reading →
Finally, I found the perfect physical therapist
Well, there is a happy epilogue to the home care story. After the latest debacle, I never got back to the home care agency. Prior to that incident I'd had another bad experience. I had no interest in engaging with them after all this as I didn't feel like being honest and telling them they... Continue Reading →
Correnspondence that sheds some light on where I’m at
Dear Dr. So and So , I was given your email address by your receptionist so that I can make a preliminary inquiry before arranging a possible consultation. At this point I am homebound and want some confidence that you would be able to help me before I ask my husband to help me come... Continue Reading →
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