I’ve been out of commission the last 48 hours or so. I may be coming around again since I’m actually writing this, but the blog has had to be neglected. I may or may not be back at it in the next couple of days. I do have a wonderful article written by a friend to post but I need to get it in a different format before I can use it.
I did a ton of posting over the holidays so look back if you were gone over the holidays. You might have missed something. I had a record month in December with 65 posts.
I’m now thinking I need to consult a neurologist. I’ve had nights where I basically convulse for a few hours. They are not true seizures as I’m conscious, but my body jerks around. That and lots of other bizarre bodily sensations some which are easy to describe like nausea and migraine and back pain and others that simply have no lexicon because it’s just plain unnatural caused by neuro toxins.
I’m thinking about getting a wheelchair so I can get pushed around and see a little more besides the grocery store and an occasional restaurant. Yeah, I’m that debilitated. I literally cannot be on my feet more than about 10 minutes now. And often even sitting upright is too much energy expenditure.
Anyway the last two days I’ve been bedridden to the point where I’m not even well enough to type—basically just curled up in a ball of physical distress. Maybe I’ll be back at it tomorrow. I don’t know. I started coming out of it at about 10 pm tonight and now I’m going to bed. It’s 2:30 am. We’ll see. These bad spells really scare the shit out of me.