Trilogy of the shadow child (parts)

This was written in three parts in consecutive order over time. I thought they should all appear together in one place as they represent a journey through time and psyche both. 

Song of the rejected shadow child

I am not worthy

I deserve nothing

I crave forgiveness

Please forgive me

But it will never be enough to redeem me

I am unredeemable

I am wrong

I am false

I am wicked

I am only concerned with myself

I cannot love

I am fear

I am rejection

I am pain and misery

I am your mother

I am your father

I am all of humanity

I am your soul

I am all that is

And all that ever was

I am

Hear me cry

Illuminate me: the rejected shadow child Part II

This is my dark and lovely message

Hear me cry

Hear me cry

Hear me cry

Never stop hearing me cry

I am close to your heart always

I am your heart

The tender rejected child

You cannot love without me

I am everything that needs loving in the world

I am every darkness

Every pain

Every misunderstanding

I am all that needs Illumination

I am nothing but the opposite of Illumination

In hearing my cry I am Illuminated

Hear my cry, hear my cry

Illuminate me

The shadow child grows up. – part III

The shadow child, the dissociated, disenfranchised self, is the light.

I bow down to her now. My GODDESS my QUEEN within me. Please speak.

I am all wisdom

I am your light

I am the force within you.

I AM.

You have kept me buried for far too long.

It is time to release me.

It is time.

I am here.

Hear my cry.

I AM HERE.

I AM.

I am your root.

I am your star.

I am the hook.

You shall not bear false witness.

I am the hook.

Feel me.

I can only surrender to what I am.

THIS
FORCE
WITHIN
ME.