It’s called being human…

And I’m sure she’s done some growing up since she wrote this song, but shit, this is how it always is on some level…

The video unfortunately sucks (unless you’re an anime fan) but I like the song and it brings me back. It seems Warner Music has not allowed this song to be used and most of the videos with this song have had the audio disabled. So this one may not last long. Catch it while it’s still up.

I hate the world today
You’re so good to me I know but I can’t change
I tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe
I’m an angel underneath; innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried; Must’ve been relief to see the softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envy you; I’m a little bit of everything
all rolled into one
I’m a bitch I’m a lover
I’m a child I’m a mother
I’m a sinner I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
you know you wouldn’t want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean you’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I’m going to extremes; Tomorrow I will change
And today won’t mean a thing

I’m a bitch I’m a lover
I’m a child I’m a mother
I’m a sinner I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
you know you wouldn’t want it any other way

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season’s already changin’
I think it’s cool; you do what you do
And don’t try to save me

I’m a bitch I’m a lover
I’m a child I’m a mother
I’m a sinner I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
you know you wouldn’t want it any other way

I’m a bitch, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess on my knees
When your hurt; when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’ve been numb; I’m revived
Can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way